hmmm...well just noticed that last entry, and that was like from forever ago...yeah anyway...

Just a few more months left of senior year, and as of right now it kinda...whats the word im looking for...o yeah....SUCKS....lets see...i dont have a date to prom, which sucks cause everyone already has their plans, so im prob not going...um, my uncle is in the hospital, and its not looking to good, my grades are falling, yeah things just are not going to well, and another thing is that im so sick of people who are supposed to be my friends being assholes to me and treating me like shit...i never really realized that til someone pointed that out to me, i mean im just sick of being picked on here and there, they might think its funny, but deep down it really hurts! i dont know...i thought things were supposed to fun and carefree for that last couple of months of HS...i dont know i guess its just me...sometimes i think i wish i were not here, if you catch my drift...its so hard, especially when you actually care and try your hardest to be a good person and it just gets thrown back in your face...if only there were some way out...

hey this is rachel

i'm pretty much on kelsey's computer.

i am mad at her for leaving her house and not even telling me bye.

i hope she gets this message.

tootle loo.
<3 rachel -staightupbitches-

ok well only got one respond from the last entry...bummer...thanks kaycee...anyway...nothing much going on right now, just trying to find a date to the "Silver Ball Bell" lol yeah anyway....had CavOilCade stuff sun...found out that 5 other girls had my dress...yeah really stoked about that one...NOT...yeah thats about it....CavOilCade is not for another 2 months....Jan 14....yeah got a long ways to go....um until later..

whoa....yeah whats going on my peoples....nothing much going on here....went to my interview with the art institute...went well...had a 2nd interview with target....got a 3rd one mon!!!! im so excited...anyway found this on adams xanga...thought i would put it on mine just to see what people think....anyway have fun

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
makeout with me:
hold me in times of need:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:

lets see...friday was karmens party...then me kaycee julius kaleb kristi and chelsea all went to saratoga...haha great fun...sat was the football game, we won...too bad we lost the stupid coin flip....senior year is just getting worse...sunday was my make up party then the progressive dinner fun fun....o yeah almost forgot...i got and interview with the art institue of houston wed!!!!yeah im excited!!!